half past four

I glanced at the clock and I just realized that it has already half past four in the morning. There is something bothering me so that I haven’t slept yet but fortunately my friend, Reza did either, he sort of got a little insomnia tonight. He called me then, and had a little conversation for a while.

There are so many things I’d really love to tell about things that happened toward me.

First of all, I’d love to tell about my birthday. I think those following pictures tell a lot about what happened on that day. Fenny (as my lovely twin) with Ardi, Vian, Aga and surprisingly-Arga came over to my house and threw some of awful stuffs to my face (oh come on, I terribly hate ketchup) It was so sweet of them. Glad to know that they care about me. That’s why I do really love them.

Secondly, it’s about my experience the very first time I went to a club. I'm seventeen and it's legal for me. I'm actually curious a lot about that place. Like what people do inside that noisy spot? What makes them hilarious being in a stuffy spot? Eirine and Elsha invited me once. I said that I’d really love to go with them. Even Vian, Ardi and Fenny didn’t allow me actually. They didn’t want me turn out to be wild, get drunk, smoking, and any other worry excuses. We went to Only One and surprisingly met Meidinda and both of her friends, Kiki and Cindy there. That Dj Winky-what a man!-was the special Dj that night. We had so much fun, anyway.

I and all of my classmates had a farewell party with Pak Numan whom is our ex-PE teacher a couple of weeks ago. We are all gonna miss you sir :) And welcome Pak Iwan as our new PE teacher.

Both of my dearest friends, who are Fenny and Vian, have a new boyfriend and girlfriend. Fenny now has Sunny as her boyfriend, and Vian with Sere. Congratulation for you guys :) How about my turn? Actually, I’m still waiting for the right guy.

Can't wait holiday

Oh holiday I'm coming......................

barokah, markonah, maimunah hahaha

Let me tell what just happened to us tonight, and that tittle, i just don't know what to write, therefore i wrote those funny names that we talked about (Sorry if yours one of them, no hard feelings please)

i looked horrible and pale wtf

this word is bla bla.....af hahaha

we shouted.......hem between fenny or biji hahaha i forgot.

vian smoked a lot

What a Saturday! Vian, Ardi and me, guess what! We studied at pim. But Fenny didn't join with us, even we've already invited her. We ate, chatted, jokes, made fun each other, met ex-senior, met Arief, laughed, took words photos (We shouted some words and portrait it at the same time and you know what kind of words? Yes dirty some hahaha) looked at tons of strangers there and tried to do what they did. Went to kansup, and Vian's time! Ardi just get a bit uncomfortable with the situation (everybody smoked, smelled like hell, lots of perfect strangers and perfectly hot argh!), did math exercise (yes i brought the paper, the pencil also), read civic notes and have tried to memorized them all.

Sort of ordinary Sat but we were happy and that all killed my little-bit-unsure. I and Vian totally sick of being single ck. He smoked a lot. Ardi was busy with his blackberry and couldn't stop messaging with Elisa, his girlfriend. And me, just kept busy daydream hihi. Well I have to go to bed, gotta go to church tomorrow morning hem -_-

need a doctor

Gee, what a day! final exam will be happening on next Monday, consequently everyone is totally busy to prepare everything. And I'm still having my homeworks done. well i am a little bit frightened about those fucking exams but i have to struggle and of course, pray a lot. I practice math as well as i can, as hard as i can. Hopefully all of my classmates will be up to the next grade amen.

I don't know how to tell my-little-bit-unsure. None of my friends understand how this feeling because they don't feel the same. You know, it is so scary to know your scores aren't good and some of my teachers said like "some of you can't be pass this grade". Oh gosh, everytime i hear that F-ing words, i could feel the hairs rise on the back of my neck. And everytime i try to tell anyone, they just easily say "oh come on, calm down, it's impossible if you don't pass this grade bla bla bla". It still doesn't work. However, i still expect to pass this grade. Arrrrr this is really stressing me out jhFHJASDBSAJBJHgdu&^$%$$#&%

donkeys

Today Peter and I just didn't know what to do. We ain't got nothing to play. And we just really boreeeed. I've begged Peter to accompany me to mall and buy some clothes but he completely rejected it. He prefers staying at home to going to mall. What a boring-boy!

Then I took my laptop and I got an idea to make a funny video to show to Nyosch. Because I know, he needs something amusing there. He told me that, his friend from German has left and that's horrible for him. Nyosch told me a secret between that Germany girl and himself hahaha he has never been that silly before. Therefore, i told him"you're in love, my brother" (oops) Well I've seen that girl, she is very beautiful and seems nice. How poor are you, cowboy!

I know it's really embarassing yet fascinating hahahahaha. Well, sorry Pete, I can't help myself not to publish this video hahahaha I really owe him an apology (he'llbreak my leg) Furthermore, I hope that one will works on you Nyosch! Cheer up! And just get on with any other beautiful girls. And Pete, I love you hahahaha